This is a positively grouchy post. I am not my sunshiney self right now, and I apologize for taking it out on you guys who read my ponderings.
I have a friend who is breaking my heart and it is driving me insane. He has gone from acting like I’m the coolest person ever to acting like I’m nothing but a let-down. The more I try to correct my mistakes, the more he seems to look at me with disgust. I haven’t ever tap-danced this much to make another human happy.
The harder I try, the more it is evident that he just isn’t that into me anymore.
So, what do I do? I feel a very non-productive cycle coming on, and I really don’t want to go to that dark place again. Help?